CALIFORNIA.
My home.
My heritage.
My heart.
Too much today have i thought about heading back "home."
I miss the beach.
The weather.
The people.
The memories.
How i long to just go back for a week and live life like i never left!?!?
Pick up right where i left off.
Well....
Sans the lack of my relationship with God and my born again experience!
But to ride down PCH right before the sun comes up-in total exhilaration of seeing the coast line with surfboards in the trunk.
To walk down Santa Monica and the promenade observing everything around me.
To see the variety of boats off of Dana Point pier.
To eat:
Fat Burger.
In and Out.
Jim's Burgers.
Wahoos.
The Hat.
Legends Burgers.
....OH SO MANY TO NAME!!
To drive down my streets:
Upland.
Upland.
Rancho Cucamonga.Alta Loma.
Ontario.
Montclair.
Fontana....
basically the whole I.E.
***909!!!!***
to visit my old high school-the Highlanders.
(((siiggghhh)))
To miss the seasons of spring, summer, fall, and winter.
And how can i forget the Santa Ana winds....
Usually ending in a mass ablaze all over the San Bernardino mountains...
I do miss my friends...
Let's not forget them.
Too many to name....
i love you:
Sergio.
Sam.
Deanna G.
Audrey.
nick.
a.j.
Andrew.
ETC ETC....
ALL of RCC and LBF
You have NO idea how much my heart sinks at just the good memories of you and i.
To L.A!!
AAAHHHH....
Don't even get me started!!!
....
I must go now....
Tear ducts aren't meant to hold much water it seems....
:*)
I pray that the Lord will take me back very soon. and soon enough-for Him to start loading His master plan of taking back Hollywood for His name's sake.
For His Kingdom!!!!
sigh....
ReplyDeletei almost hate that i can relate to this. almost.
i know i just went but...
its not the same sharing it with ppl who don't really care rather than with ppl that you love most.
i dont think i want to go back again without my family this time. i really don't see how i can enjoy it without them...without you.
it just wouldnt be the same.
i mean, our current friends, God bless them, but, they don't know who and what we know! only us. la familia.
i mean. let's go back. soon. i mean it. i think its something we need.
when i went back, it was great but, i didnt get to reconnect much. i feel like together, we can.
but...we must wait. God has His reasons for us to be absent from this place for a little while longer. meanwhile, our hearts are getting bigger, our burdens for lost souls are getting heavier, and the relationship to our Father is getting deeper.
sigh...
that just chokes me up :)
our family together once again...looking back at our journeys together...retracing the footprints that our mom and dad gave up everything for...
soon my brother.
soon.
thank you for sharing.
love you.
i love you too sissy!! :)
ReplyDeletesoon...in God's timing!